WCIF a notebook/sketchpad CAS accessory that I lost (SOLVED)

So a while ago, I got this pose pack called "Can I see it" and I don't remember who it's by, but it uses a CAS sketchpad with pencil that I used to have, but now I've been looking through all my CC and I can't find it anywhere. I've also been looking it up on the Internet but I can't seem to find anything, not even the pose pack! It would be really, really great if anyone knows what this is called and where I can find it, as it is kind of essential to my story. Any other CAS accessory notebooks/sketchpads would be good, just anything that I can use to either use existing drawing poses with or make my own.
Thank you in advance to anyone who replies and helps me find this! 



P.S. Just to be clear, I have looked in-game, in the pose pack (it just says "use sketchpad") and in my recycle bin in case I accidentally deleted it.