Post by PlumbobPancakes on Aug 9, 2015 9:27:18 GMT -5
Hello again guys! I'm saying this to everyone but not everyone does know me lol.
So for the people who do know me from Tumblr - I've missed you guys so much!
And to the people who I don't know yet, I'm super excited to get to know you guys
So a couple of months ago, I had a massive break down, game & life wise, I completely stopped playing any and all games, part of it was due to work taking up my time as well though.
Not only had I stopped playing games me and my boyfriend were having some serious relationship problems, I was working all the time and he was sitting at home on his fat bum doing nothing, and expecting me to cook after a long 9 hour shift at work, sadly I can't say it got any better, we ended up breaking up (good for me he was doing my head in anyway and I had absolutely no feelings for him either but I stayed with him because I thought the love might come back) he was letting my stay at his for a bit so I could save up some money and get my bearings with everything, he ended up getting a job while I was still there and I thought yes, this will be a good thing, boy was I wrong! He was stuck so far up his own butt just because he got a job even though I'd been working for god knows how many months paying ALL of his bills, yes ALL of them, even his phone contract, he started doing even less around the house, I was still doing pretty much constant 9 hour shifts almost every day and he was doing a bunch of 10 and 11 hour shifts, now it's only a few hours difference but I completely understand that those few hours can change how you feel, but he expected me to come back from my lovely tiring 9 hour shift and then stand in the kitchen for an hour and cook food for him? Nah, I didn't agree with that so I told him to firetruck*k himself lol. Then this is where it gets interesting, his friend ended up moving in with us as well because his mom had kicked him out, I don't get a say in wether his friend can stay or not, regardless of how much money I've thrown into keeping that house going for him, fast forward about a week after his friends moved in with us, I went out for a few hours on the night cause a manager at work was leaving to go to uni, so I had a couple drinks, then my ex and his friend had also gone out for a few drinks, I get back home before they do, it's 1 in the morning, I'm tired and I've gotta be up at half 4 in the morning because I was going to Wales for a few days, up comes 2 in the morning they burst in the house shouting like no tomorrow and be loud as hell, I tell them to shut up because I'm trying to sleep, end up not being able to sleep because of them being loud (how inconsiderate) so I get my bag from the living room which is packed with all my stuff ready to go to Wales and I'm sitting in bed on my laptop just messing around trying to pass some time cause it's like half 2 in the bloody morning and there's nothing else to do, I'm talking to a few people and I hear my exs friend talking about me, so as any normal person would, I started listening, at first it was just normal stuff saying how he doesn't like me and I'm a bad person blah blah blah, I've heard it all before and I don't really care, and then I sh*t you not clear as day he said "I'm gonna firetruck*king kill her mate, I'll firetruck*king kill her" safe to say I definitely didn't sleep for the rest of the night, forward a day when I'm finally in Wales I talk to my ex about it and he talked to his friend and his friend knew what he said even though he was drunk and that is how he actually feels.. So great I was gonna have to go back to a house where not only my ex is, but also where a person who would have no problem with killing me is living. Fast forward to today and I am now currently living with my mom again and looking for my own place to live, I've never been so scared in all my life, I honestly thought I was gonna die, thankfully I didn't, and now I'm here, back with all you lovely lovely people! Friends, games and work is all I really need, I'm glad to have both of those idiots out of my life (although my ex isn't out of my life fully because there's still tons of my stuff at his house) but yeah that's why I left, and I felt like now was the right time to come back
So for the people who do know me from Tumblr - I've missed you guys so much!
And to the people who I don't know yet, I'm super excited to get to know you guys
So a couple of months ago, I had a massive break down, game & life wise, I completely stopped playing any and all games, part of it was due to work taking up my time as well though.
Not only had I stopped playing games me and my boyfriend were having some serious relationship problems, I was working all the time and he was sitting at home on his fat bum doing nothing, and expecting me to cook after a long 9 hour shift at work, sadly I can't say it got any better, we ended up breaking up (good for me he was doing my head in anyway and I had absolutely no feelings for him either but I stayed with him because I thought the love might come back) he was letting my stay at his for a bit so I could save up some money and get my bearings with everything, he ended up getting a job while I was still there and I thought yes, this will be a good thing, boy was I wrong! He was stuck so far up his own butt just because he got a job even though I'd been working for god knows how many months paying ALL of his bills, yes ALL of them, even his phone contract, he started doing even less around the house, I was still doing pretty much constant 9 hour shifts almost every day and he was doing a bunch of 10 and 11 hour shifts, now it's only a few hours difference but I completely understand that those few hours can change how you feel, but he expected me to come back from my lovely tiring 9 hour shift and then stand in the kitchen for an hour and cook food for him? Nah, I didn't agree with that so I told him to firetruck*k himself lol. Then this is where it gets interesting, his friend ended up moving in with us as well because his mom had kicked him out, I don't get a say in wether his friend can stay or not, regardless of how much money I've thrown into keeping that house going for him, fast forward about a week after his friends moved in with us, I went out for a few hours on the night cause a manager at work was leaving to go to uni, so I had a couple drinks, then my ex and his friend had also gone out for a few drinks, I get back home before they do, it's 1 in the morning, I'm tired and I've gotta be up at half 4 in the morning because I was going to Wales for a few days, up comes 2 in the morning they burst in the house shouting like no tomorrow and be loud as hell, I tell them to shut up because I'm trying to sleep, end up not being able to sleep because of them being loud (how inconsiderate) so I get my bag from the living room which is packed with all my stuff ready to go to Wales and I'm sitting in bed on my laptop just messing around trying to pass some time cause it's like half 2 in the bloody morning and there's nothing else to do, I'm talking to a few people and I hear my exs friend talking about me, so as any normal person would, I started listening, at first it was just normal stuff saying how he doesn't like me and I'm a bad person blah blah blah, I've heard it all before and I don't really care, and then I sh*t you not clear as day he said "I'm gonna firetruck*king kill her mate, I'll firetruck*king kill her" safe to say I definitely didn't sleep for the rest of the night, forward a day when I'm finally in Wales I talk to my ex about it and he talked to his friend and his friend knew what he said even though he was drunk and that is how he actually feels.. So great I was gonna have to go back to a house where not only my ex is, but also where a person who would have no problem with killing me is living. Fast forward to today and I am now currently living with my mom again and looking for my own place to live, I've never been so scared in all my life, I honestly thought I was gonna die, thankfully I didn't, and now I'm here, back with all you lovely lovely people! Friends, games and work is all I really need, I'm glad to have both of those idiots out of my life (although my ex isn't out of my life fully because there's still tons of my stuff at his house) but yeah that's why I left, and I felt like now was the right time to come back
